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He told me who he fall for. Its my girlfriend i mention previously. Actually i'm not surprised is her cos i've guessed it long ago when i know what he done. I know him well enough till the moment he did something different i will kinda know the reason behind it.
He finally told me his secret. He admit that he falled for someone. And this time really very deep till he cant get out of it. Though he didnt say who she is but I think is someone i know. I guess its really time for me to give him up as i know the girl would never be me. Unless MIRACLE happen i guess!! He asked if i will support him. What can i say?! Of cos i say i will. But he wont know how pain is my heart when i said that. I wont think anymore. Just hope time can fade everything and the one for me will appear.
It's been awhile since i last met him. We havent seen each other for 2weeks plus already. Its been a long time i never meet him for so long. Usually we will meet at least once a week ever since relationship between us got closer again. If we never meet this week again, its gonna be the 3rd week since i last saw him. Though i got to hear his voice, is not enough. He called just b'cos he needs my help. Sometimes i wonder what am i to him. Friend?Buddy? Or just a helper
I dont seem to trust him as much as the past for certain things. I'm starting to get suspicious of him when he say he's meeting his friend. I will tend to think that he's meeting my girlfriend again. I dont wanna be like that but i'm in doubt with what he said. Just like now "i'm thinking where he is, why isnt he online etc"as he's not online. Anyway i'm not his girlfriend..am just a friend to him. I know i cant be going on this way forever but how can i build back my trust with him?
I've been hiding these in my heart for a few days. That day i meet up with my fren for dinner and end up he also join us. He told us his sister will be joining us. I really believe its his sis..end up its one of my girlfriend.I find it weird when i saw them coming together cos he said before he's not very close with her. So i never thought he will go out with her alone. I didnt know my heart will be that uncomfortable the moment i know they went out together. I duno how to describe the feelings..i can only say its really uncomfortable. Through out the dinner, i act like nothing happen..be my usual self.