> Shrouded in darkness;

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

PROFILEY

A simple girl waiting for that someone

DESIRESY

Waiting for you to notice it

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SONGBOARDY

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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

~~Friday, October 31, 2008~~

7:58 AM

I dont seem to trust him as much as the past for certain things. I'm starting to get suspicious of him when he say he's meeting his friend. I will tend to think that he's meeting my girlfriend again. I dont wanna be like that but i'm in doubt with what he said. Just like now "i'm thinking where he is, why isnt he online etc"as he's not online. Anyway i'm not his girlfriend..am just a friend to him. I know i cant be going on this way forever but how can i build back my trust with him?

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, October 27, 2008~~

7:07 AM

I've been hiding these in my heart for a few days. That day i meet up with my fren for dinner and end up he also join us. He told us his sister will be joining us. I really believe its his sis..end up its one of my girlfriend.I find it weird when i saw them coming together cos he said before he's not very close with her. So i never thought he will go out with her alone. I didnt know my heart will be that uncomfortable the moment i know they went out together. I duno how to describe the feelings..i can only say its really uncomfortable. Through out the dinner, i act like nothing happen..be my usual self.
On our way home, i cannot tahan anymore. I asked my girlfriend how come they went together today after he got down from the cab. After knowing the details i can understand yet i still dont wish its him. Seriously i dont see any hope with him due to many reasons. I wanna get myself out of it but its hard. I cherish this close relationship with him so i dont wish to spoil it.

Will you ever notice me...